Friday, June 24, 2005
Fat Girl to Guy: Do you want my p***y?
Guy to Fat Girl: No thanks i'm good. i'm on a diet.
Copyright to Christopher Chitty
hehehe....
He awaits for me at the end of the tunnel
8:42 PM
its amazing how an online site can give me more answers then he does...
He awaits for me at the end of the tunnel
5:51 PM
Him's Sun Conjunct Jacquine's Moon:
The two of you are, no doubt, good friends. You feel very comfortable together, and can experience a very nourishing and intimate closeness . Even if your personalities are very different, you understand each other very well.
Jacquine's Sun Square Him's Jupiter:
Enthusiasm, optimism, and good will are very strong. Him is able to see ways that Jacquine can grow, expand, and develop in practical and concrete ways as well as in attitude and inner ways. Him, however, may try to push Jacquine too hastily and be deceived by unrealistic expectations, resulting in foolish joint speculations and unsuccessful ventures. Try not to let your shared enthusiasm and optimism spawn unrealistic hopes and expectations.
Jacquine's Sun Square Him's Uranus:
When the two of you get together, you make a lot of noise, and there is lots of excitement. There is a strong element of unpredictability and spontanaeity as well and you enjoy improvising new ideas and playing together. Because there is a loose, spontaneous quality to your relationship, you find that very often you can not depend on each other and it is difficult for the two of you to focus on mundane, tedious, or onerous tasks together. This is a good relationship for exploring new possibilities and interests and for spurring each other to become more spontaneous, independent, and creative, but a difficult relationship if dependability and commitment to each other is a high priority.
Jacquine's Sun Sextile Him's Saturn:
If the two of you depend on each other to accomplish practical tasks and be responsible, mature, and dependable to each other (such as in a business relationship or employer-employee relationship), then you will find that this aspect of your relationship is excellent. You can trust each other to get the job done and focus on the essential tasks. You have good attention to detail and your are able to focus on the most important issues when you work together. There is a strong sense of mutual commitment and dedication to each other.
He awaits for me at the end of the tunnel
5:48 PM
Incomplete - Backstreet Boys
Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess
I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake
I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
I don’t mean to drag it on,
But I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)
I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
Incomplete
I'm so glad backstreet boys are back... lol... (jac wonders how many people are laughing their ass off when reading this...)
He awaits for me at the end of the tunnel
5:40 PM
i miss portugal :(
He awaits for me at the end of the tunnel
4:34 PM
Thursday, June 09, 2005
CNA!!!!!!!!!
Today started out boring as usual... stress from work, bitching family, horrid everything... but one small smile lead to the best thing that happened to me...
I GOT A JOB AT CHANNEL NEWSASIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOHOOOOOO
now i got noone to share my joy with except my lonely blog :(
He awaits for me at the end of the tunnel
5:50 PM
Thursday, June 02, 2005
Same old thing
i've been feeling 16 all over again. not in a good way
things to do on my list
1. throwing myself off the 12th floor
2. cutting myself to see if pple do bleed as much as in horror movies
3. playing lan the whole day till i drop dead.
4. getting knocked down by a car, bus, truck whatever...
5. drinking washing detergent
He awaits for me at the end of the tunnel
11:27 AM
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Whole Day
I spent my whole day thinking of you... Literally not getting out of the bed... not that i want to anyway...
He awaits for me at the end of the tunnel
6:28 PM
Broken
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away
Broken by Seether & Amy Lee
He awaits for me at the end of the tunnel
6:26 PM
i tunes
i have no life... im missing you so im organising the songs in my itunes.... sigh...
He awaits for me at the end of the tunnel
6:39 AM
Missing you
"My missing you gets worse at night" - an sms i wish i never saw from her but totally describes how i feel right now....
He awaits for me at the end of the tunnel
2:27 AM
All i want
All i want is to feel like i matter to you... Is it that hard? You can put up a fort to protect yourself from everyone but i shouldn't be outside with them, i should be inside with you, not struggling to keep up with your eccentric decisions. I'm not just someone, i'm suppose to be more than that. can't you understand?
He awaits for me at the end of the tunnel
2:23 AM